A woman said that when a woman cheats, it is an abyss of no return.

This is the experience of a cheating woman, with her consent, summarized as follows:

My husband is a very motivated man who loves me well. We are a long-distance couple. Every time he comes back from vacation, he will buy me a lot of gifts and the things I like to eat. We are far apart, but we video chat for two to three hours every day. He always feels guilty and guilty for not being able to be with me. He really dotes on me very much and is very kind to me. Good. It gave me the illusion that no matter what I did, he would forgive me.

I will never forget it in my life.

The moment my husband found out that I was cheating on him, the expression on his face was painful, sad, helpless, heartbroken, and angry, which made me afraid to say anything safe.

At that moment, I discovered with horror that my husband might never be able to forgive the mistake I made this time. He gave up his high-paying job that was far away from home. In the six months after returning home, my husband was always on the verge of collapse.

I was really scared, and I felt sorry for him. Looking at his red eyes, I cried and begged him to forgive me. I really blamed myself. In order to make up for my mistakes, I would have died.
My husband said he didn’t need me to die, he wanted to die.

For the sake of our children, we did not divorce, but my husband and I will never go back to the past. He does not work as hard as before.

I often hear him on the phone being scolded by his boss. I want to comfort him, but he looks at me coldly and says, I used to work hard for you and my children, but now, you are no longer worthy.

In the past, he never socialized and took over all the company’s social activities. He used to be on a business trip and couldn’t get back home. Now he is looking for excuses to stay away from home for a while.
In daily life, my husband and I will never chat or joke again. Except for the children, he will basically not talk to me. Even if we quarrel, we can’t quarrel.

One day, he was very drunk and was sent home by his colleagues. He looked at me ignorantly, tears bursting down his face, but he didn’t say anything. I tried many ways to soften our relationship. However, he either ignores me or acts like a fool and doesn’t give me any reaction.

I feel ashamed and angry. I don’t know when he started cheating on me too. The moment I found out he had cheated on me, I really felt the pain he had endured. He was even better to that woman than he was to me, and that woman also fell into the tenderness of my husband.

Seeing their happy faces, I began to suffer day and night, blame myself, harm myself, and repent.

I chose to escape, and just to take a gamble and see if he still didn’t care about me, I took a lot of sleeping pills.

However, after my husband sent me to the hospital, he never came to see me again. After I was discharged from the hospital, my husband told me that if I felt painful, I could leave. If I didn’t want to leave, he would leave after my child goes to college.

I completely lost the unscrupulous mood I had back then, and I also completely lost a man’s unreserved love for me. In fact, what I want to say is that a woman’s chastity is the cornerstone of happiness in marriage. In most people’s minds, chastity seems to be always linked to a woman’s character. If it is not true, it will lose dignity, and if it is lost, it will lose eternity. , distortion will lead to loss of character, distortion will lead to loss of favor.

Chastity has always had special weight and value in women’s lives. Chastity is also the sexual attitude and belief displayed by mature women. Once such beliefs and attitudes are formed, they cannot be discussed or compromised. Chastity also transcends national boundaries and eras. Cheating is a terrible way of playing with fire. Just like in a casino, there is no permanent winner, and those who play with fire will burn themselves.

But it’s a pity that this sentence is often ignored by many people. If you don’t hit the wall and don’t look back, you will lament it later. It’s a pity that you have already regretted it.