You said you were always like this: you wanted to love so hard that you didn’t care about yourself, but in the end you ended up being cautious.

Why? There are many reasons for this, but the most important thing is love.

A love is vigorous because of love, and cautious because of love. Even if it ends miserably, it is still because of love.

You knew clearly that you fell in love with someone you shouldn’t love, and you knew that there might be no result between you, but you still chose to love her regardless of your own safety, just because she also loved you at that time.

You said that you were not sure whether it was possible between you at first. It was not until that night when she insisted on buying two clothes for you that you were sure that it was possible between you.

The next day, you gave her a gift in return, she was very happy, and you confirmed your relationship that day.

You said that your love grew rapidly. You have everything she likes about you, and she is also the type you like. Every time you hug and kiss, you firmly believe that you will join hands for a lifetime.

There have been quarrels between you, but every time it was because of jealousy.

You admit your mistakes and say sorry every time. In the chat records between the two of you, the search keywords “I’m sorry” and “I was wrong” are all your words.

You said that you knelt down many times when she was angry, because you knew that the quarrel was because she was jealous, and she was jealous because she cared, and cared because she loved you, so you didn’t care how humble you used to coax her. She is happy.

You said that you thought that taking her home would make the relationship between the two of you better, but it backfired. After coming back from home, she changed, becoming cold, ruthless, and careless.

You said that the way you loved her before didn’t work anymore. Because of one word or action, she will get angry and then stop talking, or she will break up in anger.

It was from that time on that you became so silent that you didn’t dare to talk, joke, or touch her, because these actions would make her angry.

You said that you decided to treat her well through daily actions.

When going out together, she will never be allowed to take the subway or bus where she can get a taxi;

Even if he has no appetite to eat and doesn’t have much balance, he will never treat her stomach badly;

She never forgets to bring an umbrella in her bag because she is afraid of the sun;

She never forgets to carry candy in her pocket because she wants to eat one from time to time;

He skipped breakfast and dinner just to save money to buy her delicious food;

Even if she was so tired that her back ached and her back was covered in sweat, she would not let her bear any weight. When walking, she would not forget to remind her to look at the car and the road, whether she was thirsty or tired.

And she seems to take everything you do as a matter of course, and will not be moved by it, nor will she feel sorry for you. She has a good temper towards everyone, but she has a bad temper towards you; others scold her for being very cruel. , she will also greet you with a smile; only for you, she will be at ease with you.

As a result, you start to feel unsure, not sure whether she still loves you, not sure how long this relationship can last.

You said you wanted to talk to her in person, but she refused to communicate. As soon as you started talking, she told you to shut up, raised her hands to stop, saying she didn’t want to quarrel with you.

You were angry and disappeared all afternoon and were no longer available, so she sent a message saying that she also knew that she had been very harsh on you recently, saying that it hurt her heart to see you leaving alone.

You said you couldn’t figure out why she didn’t want to communicate face to face, but had to explain it by sending a message.

Because you love her, you choose not to pursue it. Since she says she loves you, it means she still loves you. Maybe the relationship between the two of them will return to its original beauty.

But after you try it, you realize that there is no turning back for this relationship.

A relationship can get better or worse. A relationship that gets better and better may get worse, but a relationship that gets worse and worse cannot get better.

You say that you want to be more free and easy, and tell yourself that you just have to do your best. I couldn’t keep her, not because I didn’t want to keep her, not because I didn’t love her enough, but because she was pushed away.

You said that you walked dozens of kilometers in anger just to make a final decision, but after hearing the news of her injury, you couldn’t help but feel sad.

You said that you still want to try again, even if you fail miserably in the end, it will be a glorious defeat.

Maybe! Just don’t regret the path you choose.